2 years and almost 2months old and 1st day Ramadhan 2021

 Assalamualaikum

 

Its been a year since the last post.. Today Adrian going to be 2 and 2months (26months) old. Last 2 months, after a week after his 2nd birthday, I have been busy preparing his documents for official adoption to be submitted to JPN.

Finally today, I got a call from JPN for an appointment next Tuesday (20 April) around 10am for documentation verification and interview. Masha Allah... Just this morning before I went to work.. I almost left my mobile phone in the room and I quickly pick it up and put in my beg. Suddenly I was thinking like, what if JPN call today and I accidentally left the phone at home. That gonna be a mess because I been waiting for the call since I submit the application form a month ago.

Alhamdullilah.. The 1st day of Ramadhan 2021.. I got the call from JPN.. SubhanaAllah.. Sometimes I was amazed how fast Allah reply my wishes.. Alhamdullilah.. Kun Faya Kun... Tiada yang mustahil pada Allah.. sekecil-kecil perkara pun..

Its been a journey.. happy sad.. sweet and adventure for us as a family... May Allah guide us along the way

Salam Ramadhan to all..

Day 24 of MCO and another 18 days to go till 28 April

Assalamualaikum..

Its almost a month now that we had been staying safely at home.. the MCO day by day past by and you and me have not been out from the house since 18 Mac.. You been away from the nursery,.. Mama also have been away from the office.. only Abah is the one who go out and about.. mama malas nak keluar haha.. walaupun nak ambik barang kat ofis dan dibolehkan pun.. still malas..

Never in our mind that this moment in life that we had to be lockdown (utk mama and Ian kita kira lockdown lah sebab tak keluar rumah langsung).. the good thing about it.. you have not been having any flu.. fever.. cough.. only some little nappy rash.. that it Alhamdullilah.. we eat more healthy food.. home cook.. only once awhile jek abah tapau nasi lemak.. sebab mama dah takde idea nak masak sarapan... this current life remind me when mama and abah was in UK.. 5years.. been more like home chef.. even western dishes mama had the spirit to try.. since mco mama only cook whatever in the fridge.. kesian nak request abah beli macam2 kat tf supermarket.. long queue to enter and another long queue to cashier counter...

Since the PM had announce the extension for another 14days.. this mean that we gonna have fasting days at home during the MCO.. no bazaar ramadhan.. no PARAM... last year we did go to PARAM
together where I would carry you in a cotton carrier and buy some kuih or air.. this year.. order thro cod lah nampaknya..

Oklah mama had to off the lappy.. Ian dah mula kacau mama menaip... dia pun sibuk juga nak taip sama.. time for nite sleep...

till mama write again... kalau rajin haha..

Adrian 1year 1 week life

Assalamualaikum

Good evening and monday blues..


Adrian already a week past from his 1year birthday.. nothing special event on his birthday.. just dinner at western resto.. buy him a cup cake.. (not a cake.. because mama on diet haha) and abah bought him a special toy lorry.. (mainan dah banyak.. abah nak beli yang mahal.. mama jadi menteri kewangan... tak payah beli..)

Alhamdullilah.. semoga jadi anak yg soleh.. diberi kelebihan, kebijaksanaan dan kebaikan sepanjang hidupmu.. menjadi insan yang bermanafaat untuk insaniah manusia dan sentiasa berbuat kebaikan.. diberikan umur yang berpanjangan dan kesihatan yang baik serta dijauhkan dari kejahatan dan kejahilan..

I remember I did promised to update about Ian everyday.. but I realised that I couldn't keep up with that promised.. however.. I tried Insha Allah.. whenever I'm free I would write about him.. my intention that oneday he could understand and read everything that I had wrote about him as a memory of how his childhood life was like..

At this moment Ian already starting showing his skill of standing... he would stand anywhere.. either on the floor.. on the bed.. and he would always show his excitement to be able to stand on his feet.. his going to be able to walk soon I guess.. It was so super exciting to see him standing for the first time.. nowadays whenever I saw him standing.. we would clap our hand together and he would smile and laugh at the same time..

Ian first year was up and down journey.. being a mother at 40s I imagine myself to be more calm and able to control my anger.. however that was really hard to do.. there are times that sometimes I couldn't able to handle my anger whenever he  would go up and down.. left and right on the bed when it comes to bedtime.. I used to become a dragon without the breathing fire hahaha.. bedtime is the hardest part to handle.. even abah always give away those time to mama to handle.. whenever I asked him to put Ian to sleep.. he will always said.. mama lah tidurkan... sabar jelah..

I always had my guilty feeling whenever I end-up feel frustrated and shout at him.. its not easy to hold myself from scolding him.. sometimes I put my hand on him.. cubit.. whenever that happen he will cried loudly.. kadang tak cubit pun nangis macam kena cubit.. that would happen when we took away things from him.. or when I'm away from his sight... p dapur.. p toilet.. dah letak dalam walker pun melalak juga walaupun duk sebelah mama kat dapur...

People said that this will only last up till he is 12 years old.. the moment he come teenager.. that his life will be replace by friends and gadget... Even now when he is 1 year old.. I did miss him when he his a baby... sleep most of the time.. now.. bangun je mainan.. bangun je main... hahaha.. turun naik katil.. and the most annoying things that I don't like he tend to throw things around... baling botol susu.. puting.. mainan.. usik itu.. usik ini.. gosh.. dah jalan esok.. harapnya lebih baik perangainya hahaha...

Oh yes.. It been a week that his baby boy cousin was given birth by my little sister... so this raya ada geng lah.. their birthday was 4 day apart.. dedua lahir bulan february...

Birthday Eve For Adrian

Assalamualaikum and Good Afternoon..

Today is 24 February 2020.. your birthday eve Adrian.. meaning.. a day before your 1st Birthday..

Alhamdullilah... I never thought that this day would come.. you already a year now.. and its just like yesterday I saw you in the hospital.. listening to your screaming the moments you been clean up by the nurse.. burping you for the first time and hug you in my arms..

I had always think to write about you day by day but I didnt seem to find my time to do it.. however by creating this blog a day before your birthday would motivate me to write about you  even more now..

At this time you already have 4 teeth.. 2 up and 2 down... expert in crawling in super speed.. able to standup by pulling my shirt and kain batik whenever I'm sitting at the sofa.. like to jump around and your most favorite.. you like to scream you heart out every-time and anywhere.. sulking whenever I rise my voice.. or take away things from your hand.. cry when I purposely scold you  or ignore you when I need to go to the loo.. (gosh.. you sort of have a sensor at the back of your head.. whenever I standup to go to the kitchen or toilet even-thou you're facing the tv... immediately you will cry out.. ian, ian.. sabor jelah nak)

Sleeping time always be a struggle to me because you will always tour the bed to find your hidden toys.. put things at the head of the bed because there are a curving light there and you like watching it sliding down under the bed... banyak dah khazanah bola.. mainan.. kat situ.. mama dah malas nak kutip..

You always like to rub your head.. your body to me and purposely bum your head to my chest.. stomach.. and worst my face.. its painful always.. but because I love you.. I just hold on the pain.. because I know that how you say that you love me hahaha..

Yesterday after we reach home from kampung abah.. we found a few toys at the back of my car given by ibu.. Alhamdullilah... this relationship is till the end till jannah..

My dear Adrian.. May Allah bless you will all the goodness in the world.. live with strong will and long life.. jadi anak yg soleh Aminnnn... Mama will always love you endlessly... and forever..

Ian at 5 month old