Today is 24 February 2020.. your birthday eve Adrian.. meaning.. a day before your 1st Birthday..
Alhamdullilah... I never thought that this day would come.. you already a year now.. and its just like yesterday I saw you in the hospital.. listening to your screaming the moments you been clean up by the nurse.. burping you for the first time and hug you in my arms..
I had always think to write about you day by day but I didnt seem to find my time to do it.. however by creating this blog a day before your birthday would motivate me to write about you even more now..
At this time you already have 4 teeth.. 2 up and 2 down... expert in crawling in super speed.. able to standup by pulling my shirt and kain batik whenever I'm sitting at the sofa.. like to jump around and your most favorite.. you like to scream you heart out every-time and anywhere.. sulking whenever I rise my voice.. or take away things from your hand.. cry when I purposely scold you or ignore you when I need to go to the loo.. (gosh.. you sort of have a sensor at the back of your head.. whenever I standup to go to the kitchen or toilet even-thou you're facing the tv... immediately you will cry out.. ian, ian.. sabor jelah nak)
Sleeping time always be a struggle to me because you will always tour the bed to find your hidden toys.. put things at the head of the bed because there are a curving light there and you like watching it sliding down under the bed... banyak dah khazanah bola.. mainan.. kat situ.. mama dah malas nak kutip..
You always like to rub your head.. your body to me and purposely bum your head to my chest.. stomach.. and worst my face.. its painful always.. but because I love you.. I just hold on the pain.. because I know that how you say that you love me hahaha..
Yesterday after we reach home from kampung abah.. we found a few toys at the back of my car given by ibu.. Alhamdullilah... this relationship is till the end till jannah..
My dear Adrian.. May Allah bless you will all the goodness in the world.. live with strong will and long life.. jadi anak yg soleh Aminnnn... Mama will always love you endlessly... and forever..
Ian at 5 month old
